Unaware.

I can't sleep.
Must I keep
Telling you
That I do?

If I say
I'm awake
We can speak
And I will sleep.

I am here
Very near
And you are there
Unaware.

If I say
I'm awake
We can speak
And I will sleep.

But I turn
Though I yearn
For lullabies
To close my eyes.

I would say
I'm awake
But these secrets
I must keep.